hey yall!! the hols r over..how sad...but 2nite is the last show of arsenic and old lace...which is even sadder......:(:(:(:( and ive been screwing up the last 2 performances by laughign on stage which is even worse..ive disappointed myself. and apprently ystd i lookked like i was gonna choke on teacakes coz i was soooo nervous bcoz my family was sitting there. :'(:'( waaaaaaah! but its fun and im gonna miss everybody after 2nite. how depressing...but i hafta really control my laughter ystd was BAD BAD BAD. my parents thot i was pretty shit hahahha my bro thot i was gd cept i smiled 2 much ( yeah just a tad i was silently shaking wif laughter at the end) and they all thort the play was pretty boring i think. me:' so did u like the play?' PAAAAUUUUSE.silence.......dad,'it was ok..not too bad.' but in a tone that says,' yeah not really.' siiigh. meh. but gd news.....WE SOLD OUT EVERY TICKET 4 EVERY SINGLE PERFORMANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!! hahahhaha i was like hell stressing the other day bcoz we had 2 sell out alot more..but they all went pretty fast after that hahahha talk abt over-reacting. man i cant belive more than half a year's work is gonna finish in one more performance 2nite....a cast and crew party after and then thats it..its gone..cept 4 the memories, photographs, memoirs and stuff like that....the play will never live again at murdoch college with this drama company....its liek tis all gonna die after 2nite....this is really depressing:'(:'(:'(:'(.....well i gotta make sure i DON'T laugh 2nite then...and give it my best shot..i dont wanna disappoint again....so all of u hu have come 2 c the play and r coming 2nite THANK U VERY MUCH....and those hu didnt..tsktsktsk...expected better..lol jk. well cyas all, love yas mwah xoxoxo!

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x_.[.nadia.]._x| 8:54 PM
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